we can't keep them forever


No, he's not a rebound.
It's only 1 month after i broke up when i met him.
The way we meet, you wouldn't believe.

The first time that we met was purely to have a meal together at my house area.
And then he decided to give me a ride home cuz it's his first day getting his license.
But actually i scared i die hahah oops btw i didn't know that he can drive.

The second time we went out together was to sing k and drink with his friends.
I'm glad that i went but i ditched my friends for ncf hais.

(it's a video if you're reading with phone)
fml i teared when he sang a sad chinese song but his singing fking nice
honestly i think too much that night

his eyelids are my fav


another ktv session because he sings real good
and that made me like all the songs that he listens to


Fetching me after work and super last minute plan to christmas wonderland.
Arguing about how he keeps going the wrong way because he wanna spend more time with me

I like him but i keep pushing him away because i feel that it's too fast to get into a new relationship but fml i regreted
why he look so awk in the photo hahahahahahahah


hais he just came back from overseas and im going off for my trip the next day.
I really liked this day because
the hug i get when we see each other is like the best hug i've ever got.

He's so important to me.
I talked about him to people like all the time.
But maybe to him, he thinks that he's just another guy that i'm going out with.


I hope that me working at uss is not the reason he buy the uss season pass.
It makes me feel guilty because we only went once.

You asked me to promise you that i'll never leave.
But who's the one that left?
It never occurs to my mind that he'd give up so soon.
"Things that starts too fast, ends even faster."

Oops so gay but he still takes with me but he awkward hahahahahah

Only uploading a part of them because keeping the rest of the memories to ourselves.
Really appreciating the times we have together because he's always overseas.
But it's okay because we always video call and he always sends me audio & selfies.

And i really like guys who spent the time and effort to type a long paragraph telling you how he enjoys the day with you and how much he really wants to be with you.

Counting down together at twelve 😳
I cut bangs so that we same same hahah



hahahah toh la i don't even remember what am i saying but thanks for taking care of me

I like how the way we can talk about everything with each other.
But i regret not having more time together.
He's like the realest guy i can ever meet.
He says how he really feels and how afraid he was to lose me.
Btw he testing monopod hahahah



As always, finding me after my work again.
And he's wearing the shirt that i bought for him heheh


Sing k again whenever we have no plans


I like people who brings me to nice food and i will remember it like forever.

I really hate beer but then there's you and i like you.





Blogging because i don't wanna forget him even after 10, 20 years.

Google, asking his friends, bus and cab.
We went thru alot of troubles to eat this mookata cuz late asf already hahahah


He's literally doing all the cooking and feeding me like a pig.
His future girlf better treat him like he's the real mvp.


went home to cook in the middle of work HAHAH

I wish him happiness but i low key hope that his happiness is me hahahah